Wow, its been forever since I've written in here again..............well once again Im at my moms house doing laundry.......dont have the internet at the new house yet, soon I will, eventually, oh well. Not that big of a deal rlly seeing's how I go to my moms house to do my laundry anyways........

So yeah, my life? Same ole same ole.........today I got a letter from my buddy Jay aka Spliph!! Omg I havent heard from him in SO LONG! He's still locked up, only for a few more months though.......I used to write to him when I was still with Dan, but Dan, being the asshole he is didnt want me writing to him cuz he was in jail, stupid right........not caring that he's a friend of mine or anything......so Dan started stealing my mail from him and throwing them out on me!! After a while, I just didnt know how to contact him cuz I thought he had moved to another facility or had gotten out already. So I wrote back to him.......now that I dont have to be afraid of having someone throw my mail out on me!!

So aside from that...........Dana and I are doing good, he started his new job at Burger King a few weeks ago getting loads of hours..........8 hr days 6 days a week...........not bad at all rlly 6.25 an hour........his check shuld be halfway decent...........my turn to get spoiled!!  hah! I've been working a lot too...........I work all week this week...........I got sent home early today cuz I was all icky sicky. Been mostly hanging out with ppl such as Dana ((of course)), Jason, Lori, hung out with Tori over the weekend hung out with Angel yesterday.......a week or so ago hung out with Candy. Im goin to Stonewall this Thursday to see BJ perform........uuuhhhhhh I think thats about it...........rlly not much goin on in my life. Hot Topic opened up in the mall finally lol. I remember like YEARS ago when I was in my mall rat phase ppl were talkin about a Hot Topic being put in the LV Mall.........lol bout damn time.

Well I guess that's all for now...........just gonna sit here talk to Steve-o eat my vanilla 99% fat free yogurt and wait for the laundry to finish itself........so yeah text meh ppls or call the house if I gave you the number for it.........Im like always free after 5 oclock usually unless Im working past 5, but this week Im free after 4 or 5!! lol byes.

Im missing out on things

apparently I have premium again??

well now thats fascinating.

Anyshit.........I donno what to do honestly........Im really stuck in a situation here.........right now Im honestly trying to get out of the house im living at with Will and Dana but Im tryin to do it without anyone knowing til Im actually gone.......but I also kinda feel bad bout just kinda ditching them.......but Will gives these guilt trips and I'd end up feeling rlly bad.

Me and Dana got into a huge fight tho.........I was about to come home from work and pack up and just show up at Nikki's n be like lets get started on that room cuz Im movin in tonight heh but I came home from work and Dana ended up setting up ALL these candles all over the place, was playing rlly sappy music and shit and got on his knees telling me how sorry he was n shit n I donno......

I have so much shit on my mind Im so exausted from work I rlly need a new job I need somethin that pays much better too but I can NEVER find the fucking time to job hunt.........I only have like one day off a week! Friday is my only day off this week...........yeah my paycheck will look nice as shit, at least it shuld.........but still.......

I feel like Im missing out on a lot of things I miss having fun with my friends I rlly wish I didnt turn around and just high tail it outta my house and move in wit Dana and Will.

yeah we have our fun times Dana can be rlly fun to hang out with a lot of the times especially when we're with Jay and Lori.......I guess the biggest thing right now is he just hasnt found a job yet and I dont think hes trying as hard as he culd be. I came home from work today completely fuckin beat and he was supposed to be job hunting ALL DAY today.........he didnt go. He went job huntin on Monday but thats not enuff. Tomorrow he's supposedly going to labor ready with Keith and gonna catch a bus to lehigh street n shit to do more job hunting........he needs a fucking job rlly soon.......but even then will things be different??

Tonight we're finally getting a fucking house phone tho!!!! So ppl's expect me to be giving yous my new house number.........which might not last that long anyway but it'll be somethin to get a hold of me! C'MON PEOPLE CALL ME!!! TEXT ME!!!! I need to go out and have some fucking fun man..........

head hurts goin home gonna go to bed early g'nite

Hello world of people that read my life...........which I think is a whole like 3 ppl?

Uhm..........sooo the new house took some time to get used to, its not that bad, the area I hear sucks but so far its just really quiet which is fine by me. Me and Danas room is lookin awesome as hell.

I have work tonight >.> dont wanna goooo..........I hate mcdicks.

Uuhhmm.........oh I went to stonewall thursday with Nikki and the Heather. It was really fun really awesome up until Beth, the chick Dana used to live with, turned around and tried tellin me some stupid shit about him, totally outrageous accusations that I know culdn't be true. Whatever her beef is with him, she needs to just knock it the fuck off and quit comin to me and tryin to break us up, I dont kno why its SOOO important to her that we break up just cuz she dont like him.

So plz eryone.........if anyone has some kinda crazy issue with me bein with Dana do me a huge favor and keep it to urself, I'll learn my own lesson thank you. Thats how I am...........I go thru things on my own learn things on my own without the help of anyone. Advice is ok when asked for.........thats that.

Yesterday...........me and dana went out for chinese with Lori and Jay. Jay brought some stuffs over so yeah he's def movin in, good! Uhm.........Oh yeah me and Dana had the same exact fortune..........it was really creepy >.< Apparently Dana has something really big planned for me this week..........he told Lori and she got all "aaaaaaawwwwwwww" so I donno..........guess I'll find out eventually.........

Uhm so yeah..........I donno what else to say other than I think Im growing up.........its creepy almost. I just haven't had the compulsion to go have fun.........I mean stonewall was awesome but I ended up leaving around 12:30........I need some new things in my life. New surroundings and new adventures. I really wanna move to virginia. I like it there.

Anyshit................thats all for now I gotta leave in like 10 mins. Sucks, oh well I'll be at work 2-9 come visit meh if yas wish <3

Tomorrow me n Nikki have a "house of 1000 corpses and pizza" date woot woot......also goin to Stonewall with Heather aka Nick........not sure if Nikki is going or not but I know Dana and Jason are going lol and possibly Will. Weeee *spins*

Im still sick as hell.......starting to feel slightly better.........I almost typed betty.

Uhm.........moving today. I'll be living over on Sumner Court. I'll be living with Dana, Jason, and Will. Im really hoping this is a good move. If not Im wondering if the offer of living with Nikki for 40 every 2 weeks is still open lol hehe.

Anyway........Im off.........to do stuff. Do the whole moving thing.......byes <3